credit: story_thyme_guy (from 9GAG)

Mommy hugs me
She sings me to sleep
She shows me her laughter
But not when she weeps
Mom I never imagined the pain I put you through
Because I always loved you and always thought you knew

Mom, tears are rolling down my face
As I remember the memories I can't replace
Because, Mom, you've gone ahead and entered death's embrace
Mom, I'm standing at your tombstone and I'm crying because all I did was chase
After things that didn't matter and things that always changed
But you were there, mommy and you never changed

it's been a while...

hey guys...it's been a while.
so much has changed.
anyways, here are some more of my thoughts.
just thought i would to share.

when you lose someone you love,
you feel her death all over again.
every day you wake up
and you're reminded throughout your day of her
and knowing you'll never see her again.
like the mothers day sale jewelry advertisement on the radio
or that Korean tofu place that you always ate at with her.
its like struggling to not fall into a pit-
treading water at the deep end while completely worn out
gasping for air as your lead limbs sink lower.

and you still talk about her in the present tense
or else she's gone
for certain.